The game
I tried to play their game, I tried to be part of them, like a member of the team, smiling, being a good person and trying anyone that I see whit kindness, but thats not how I am
Now all my present time hits me and laughs at me, this time I really felt down
But now I decided to be myself, I dont care about anything in the world, all I need is me and my mind to be as crazy as I used to be, at that moment I used to have control of all my life, by now, my life is in the hands of other person who seems to be a daemon whit no feelings, so be it
Good bye to all the world, I have decided to be alone whit all my madness which is all that I really need...
Drugs
Love, whats love and what does it mean?
I have been thinking that question since I have been in touch whit the love and all the things that it involves. I have being making a lot of conclusions, some of them are quite estranged and some of them, I think, they are really close to define the meaning of the true love
Love as a drug does not seem to be so wrong to describe, just thinking about it makes me see that they are almost the same thing. For example, when you are in love all in your life seems to be so good, so wonderful, so perfect
You dont care about anything else in the all world, everything runs in slow motion and you feel everything in your life at that moment like a million of cool sensations at the same time, but there is no such thing like heaven in all the history of love and all their players
There it comes again, the fear, the pain and the sensation of loneliness that everyone has felt, when you loose everything that you love in one second, all your brain is damage forever until someone, someday in someplace gets into your life and it heals again???
From the ashes
Here I am again
Life change every time, since I have knowledge of myself all my life has been a shit
Why do I say that? Because that's what I feel in myself, but now all my world has change, I can see the light again and I know who I am and why I am here at this universe
I am here to grow every day and change my mind whit all the new stuff I learnd every day
Now let's see what my present has to offer
