Under the gun
This song really sings all the things that happened in my life in the last months, also it sound amazing, I had an angel in my hands now I don’t have her anymore.
I really never realize it until I lost her; I always have been in that way in my life to really love something I have to lose it forever. Because heaven sends and heaven takes…
Under the gun by the Killers
She's got her halo and wings
Hidden under his eyes
But she's an angel for sure
She just can't stop telling lies
But it's too late for his love
Already caught in a trap
His angel's kiss was a joke
And she is not coming back
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Yeah she's got a criminal mind
He's got a reason to pray
His life is under the gun
He's got to hold every day
Now he just wants to wake up
Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
Cause she's an angel for sure
But that remains to be seen
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Stupid on the streets of London
James Dean in the rain
Without her it's not the same
The same, the same, but it's alright
Because heaven sends and heaven takes
Crashing cars in his brain
Keep him tied up to a dream
And only she can set him free
And then he says to me
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
Again and again
My song
There are always a lot of songs in life, songs to be sad, songs to be happy, songs to look at the sun and see how shiny and brilliant it is, songs to dance and some songs just to listen to them as they were some kind of lesson of life…
Everyone in this planet have their own song that always is singing, sometimes only in mind, sometimes everyone can hear it and sometimes it is just a whisper for the person that you love…
We always hear songs for everybody in our world, that’s the point here, to be capable of choose what songs are greatest hits and which ones are just one hit wonder…
The power to know what to hear and how to apply it in our lives, what songs really have some meaning and what songs are just a beat of some pop song that will be in fashion for a few weeks…
Some day in our lives we wake up again whit the idea of making our song, whit our own lyrics and beats, whit all that we know and the things that we think we are capable of, wake up and know that it is time to make the world hear how beautiful we can sing…
Stop thinking
What we really have is our mind and the power to do whit it whatever we want, but there is a big problem whit most of the people like me, I am completely crazy…
Being crazy gives all the power to use the brain whit most of its potential, the power to use every neuron to feel the environment, the persons, the situations and the entire universe of emotions that gives to life its real meaning whit a big shock of ideas…
The power to increase sensations, power to imagine places, power to emulate persons, situations and feelings just using our imagination as a tool. It’s well known that a big power comes whit a big responsibility, so what to do? Playing whit a sword of two edges it’s a risk that no all the people can handle…
Our sorrows and happiness, our memories and ambitions, our feeling of personal identity and free will are nothing but the behavior of a vast assembly of nervous cells and their associated molecules…
The main trick is to focus all our neurons in what really matter for us…
A finger's tale
Extreme situations for extreme solutions, that's my point of view. All kind of people live their lives as they want, most of us have the power to choose what to do and what to feel. In this century nobody can make feel anybody anything that any person don't want to feel...
Some situations in life are so intense and extreme that take our human behavior to the limit, in that moment when see in just one millisecond that inside us we have all the answer that we need, then we just go whit the flow whit our eyes wide open and our mind tracking and making conclusions of our life...
I’ve cut my finger when I was turning a cylinder, I was bleeding a lot, then I went to the Red Cruise and then they give me the tetanus vaccine... All that time I was thinking in my life, the mistakes I have done, the time that I have which is eternal as the universe but my life is so shot because I live inside of my mortal body, then I saw my answers, all my doubts about my future were falling down, all my fears, tears and mistakes died whit that part of my finger that I loose. A cheap price for a big lesson of life...
I am not a common people, I will never see the world as everyone does, the stupid thinks that I have done now are part of me as some kind of lessons of what, when and where I should take my decisions and live whit them...
My finger will we fine...
In touch whit our feelings
All people in our lives have the necessity to hear, read, see, feel, touch and some of these sensations combined to wake up, because sometimes in life, we live some situation that make us feel in a different way than usual, extreme situations, problems, extreme happiness, loneliness, sadness and so far...
What we need? Something that touch our souls and get us in the earth, some words that give us the right condiment to spice what we are feeling at that moment, something like the voice of some person close to us, some song, some picture, some book, some food or even the scent of our moms' perfume...
The sensation that I am having is being increase and defined by the song “I will survive” by Cake (cover), it involves everything that I am feeling right now and at the same time takes myself to another level of understanding whit my soul if I have one…
Vagina
To get connected whit some person you have to be in touch whit every peace of that person, to be involved in every aspect of the person, like those listed here: life, emotions, thoughts, likes and dislikes. Every part of the entire universe of the person has to be in touch whit you… But at the same time that person needs to have some space to be alone…
The human been is not designed to be alone, we need to share our mind whit other people to be part of a complete civilization and to grow together as a big team and as all we know there is always groups inside a team and the basic group in our lives is our couple that we both choose to be together all life long…
So, the main problem is that sometimes you don’t have the feeling of being part of a person or even know that person at all, why???
We are like vaginas, because to really know a person you have to be inside and feel everything inside that person you want to know… That really sound nasty but it is true…
Tomorrow
Today I said everything that’s on me, now my mint (for the first time since I have memory) has stopped, I can not think anymore, it feels estrange because it’s the first time that I feel something like this in my brain, maybe it was the shock for everything wrong in my life that finally happened for all the things that I have made and thought all this time every second of my life.
Now is time to wait and to see what my actions and thoughts had made, now is time to be whit my ego and wait for whatever happens, I’ll be fine, I have already die in life so it wont be that bad at all…
What I mean? That’s the question I have to answer to myself to be a complete human been…